Ukuphathwa gadalala kwezilwanyana kwintlalontle yoluntu

“Bendiyinkawu encinci kwihlathi elinemvula kwaye bendihlala ndikunye nosapho lwam. Ngokukhula kwam, ndandifuna ukufumanisa umhlaba nabahlobo bam. Sishiye iintsapho zethu saza sahlola ihlathi elikhulu. Sashukuma sisuka komnye umdiliya saya komnye, saza sanyuka sazo zonke iintlobo zemithi.

Kwadlula iminyaka embalwa ngequbuliso ndabona amanani amahlanu anjengeenkawu kumgangatho wehlathi lethu. Babenoboya obuncinci kunam kwaye bahamba ngqo ngaphandle kokusebenzisa iingalo zabo. Kananjalo, zazingakhangeki ngathi zikulungele ukunyuka, kuba izandla zazo zazincinci kunezam. Ndiqhubeke nokucinga ngezidalwa kwaye ndizibuza ukuba ingaba zingafuna ntoni kwelo hlathi lethu lihle lemvula. Ngequbuliso ndeva ingxolo entla kwam ndazibona ndikwi network. Ndizamile ukuyeka, kodwa bendibuthathaka. Kungekudala emva koko ndandisukile komnye umzuzwana ndisiya komnye.

Ndiye ndavuka kancinci egumbini eliqaqambe kakhulu. Ndalaqaza ndaxakwa. Bendingazazi ukuba ndiphi, ndingasathethi ke ukuba baphi bonke abahlobo bam. Emva kwemizuzwana embalwa, ndaqonda ukuba ndikwikheji. Ngequbuliso kwabakho ingxolo enkulu kwaye ezintathu zezi zinto zingaqhelekanga zangena ngokungena. Bavula ikheji, banditsalela etafileni, bandibopha. Ndizamile yonke into ukuzikhulula. Baye bavuza ezinye izinto ezingamanzi emehlweni am kwaye kwithuba nje elincinci emva koko ndabona phantse akukho nto yelizwe lethu. Ndeva into emanzi esikhumbeni sam, yayicocekile kwaye ithambile, kodwa emva kwemizuzwana embalwa yaqala ukuvutha njengesihogo. Ndiqhubeke nokusokola, kodwa ndakhawuleza ndabona ukuba akukho sizathu. Ndayiyeka ke. Iiyure ke zihamba zibuhlungu kwaye ubuncinci olunye ulwelo olungamashumi amabini kulusu lwam. Amabini ala manani afana neenkawu andibuyisela ehokweni, ndidiniwe ngokupheleleyo ngamanxeba ezandleni zam. Iintsuku neeveki zidlulile kuvavanyo kunye novavanyo olwenziwe kum. Emva kwethutyana ndiye ndabona ukuba ndimbi kangakanani. Uboya bam bebusifa, ulusu lwam lomile kwaye ndinamanxeba amaninzi kunye neziva. Ndibhitye ndingazange ndakhe ndabhitya ebomini bam. Bendisazi ukuba xa into ingatshintshi kungekudala, andizukuphila ixesha elide.

Kwadlula iintsuku ezimbalwa kwakhona ngequbuliso le ngxolo, eyayihlala iqhubeka xa ezi zinto zingaqhelekanga zingena emnyango, zakhala. Ndabona ezinye iinkawu ezimbini. Babebanjiswe ngomnatha, babekwa kwindlwana esecaleni kwam. '' Ngoku sihleli abathathu eziseleni, silindele ukuhlangulwa. Ndiyavuya kuba ndingasekho ndedwa, kodwa ndiyathemba ukuba kungekudala ndiza kukhululwa kule ntuthumbo ndize ndibone usapho lwam kwakhona.

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