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Aliyense mwina safuna kuphunzira

Thupi lamenyedwa, mutu wa tsitsi lowala, adayimirira kutsogolo kwa galasi. Amayang'ana zomwe adawona pamenepo, adazikonda kwathunthu. Kumwetulirako, manja ali otseguka, kotero adayimilira m'mawa asananyamuke. Koma tsiku lomwelo zidachitika, adawona mzimu. Mwamuna wangwiro komanso wabwino, mutu wake wosaphimbidwa ndi chipewa chake. Mutu, wolemera ngati lead, udadzazidwa ndi mantha, umbombo ndi ulemu, kukuwa kwamkati kosalekeza.

Moyo, kumbali inayo, unali utayenda mosangalala, mwina osadandaula za moyo wake, chifukwa amalonjera anthu apa ndi apo ndikumwetulira kwakukulu, zowona nthawi zonse. Mwina anali wokondwa pano komanso pano, chifukwa samadziwa aliyense wokwera komabe amalankhula naye mwaubwenzi, mkazi, mwana komanso mwamuna. Adadabwitsidwa ndipo amayenera kupita 'mwina osati momwe akumvera munthuyu'.

“Masana, bwana, muli bwanji? Kodi mkazi wa milungu akusowa mphamvu? Tsoka kwa ine, ndizochititsa manyazi, ndikukhulupirira kuti ndidzamuwona m'masiku ochepa, kuti ndikambirane pang'ono ndi tiyi, kuti amve bwino posachedwa. "

“Ungayankhule bwanji choncho, mtsikana? Simuli okalamba kuposa mzimu wanga. Chavuta ndichani, ndiyankhuleni momwe ndikulamulireni! "

Koma Seel amangopita, osakhudzidwa, pafupifupi wokondwa. Kenako adayamba njiru, ngakhale kukwiya, zitha bwanji kuti apite tsopano? Anayembekezera kuti ayima! Simunawone lero kuti anali munthu wofunika motani? Galimoto yomwe amayendetsa inali yatsopano komanso yokwera mtengo, koma sizinatenge chikwama chake. Adapeza ndalama zambiri ndipo, pamwamba pake, atamvera ndi khutu limodzi, mawu a mafani ake. Chifukwa ndi iye amene adalamulira tsopano, bizinesi yake, intaneti komanso zigawo zonse.

Iye anali atagula chirichonse, anali mamilionea ndi wokhulupirika kwa mkazi wake, makamaka yemwe anali sabata ino, chifukwa azimayi amabwera mochuluka. Ndipo sabata iliyonse amatenga imodzi yomwe inali yokomera iye ndipo amaloledwa kudabwa ndi katundu wake wamanja. Koma patadutsa sabata zinali zokwanira, samatha kunyamula mkazi yemweyo kawiri. Chifukwa chake sanamvetsetse chifukwa chomwe mzimuwo sunayime, pambuyo pake anali atakhala pansi, mwina ndi mbali ya chokoleti koyamba mkati mwa chipwirikiti ichi. Ayeneranso kuti anali wochezeka kwambiri, momwe chikhalidwe chake cholakwika chimaloleza.

Izi mwina zidapangidwa ndi kutchuka, zidamubweretsera zopanda pake zopanda pake ndikumubera ulemu wake womaliza. Koma chomwe chidatsalira kwa iye chinali kunyada kwake. IYE sanali ngati munthu wina aliyense. Ayi, anali aliyense. Munthu yekhayo m'dziko lino amene amayenera kukhala chomwe anali.

Imfa idawona masewera onsewa akusangalatsa, kodi panali zambiri zamtunduwu? "Aliyense", amaganiza, "ndi dzina lodziwika bwanji. Ndi icho apa, chiri mmenemo. Kaya ndili kuti, munthu amene ali ndi mzimuwu tsiku lililonse ””. Anthu okoma mtima komanso abwino ngati omwe adalandira lero mwina anali osowa. "Ndi zamanyazi bwanji", adaganiza, "payenera kukhala dongosolo latsopano". Moyo wamasiku ano udakumana ndi aliyense, mutha kuwona izi mumakhalidwe ake. Ngakhale ichi chinali champhamvu kwambiri ndipo sindimakonda 'kufunsa' kwake. Aliyense adasiya moyo pomwe mtundu udawonapo kale. Aliyense mwina safuna kuphunzira! Ndi 'chamanyazi' bwanji ndi chipolopolochi. Kodi ndiyenera kukufotokozerani kangati? Koma aliyense mwina safuna kuphunzira!

Chifukwa adayiwaliratu zomwe zidamuzungulira. Wakhungu ndi kutchuka ndi ulemu ndi ulemu, inali nthawi yayitali kuti athe kuwona zomwe mtima wake ukukhumba. Kuwerengera ndalama, kudzitama ndi mafani, kunyezimira kukongola kwa chuma chake, ndiwo moyo wake - nthawi zonse amayeza kuchuluka kwake. Koma zonsezi sizinali zofunika kufa. Anatenga zomwe adapeza, okalamba kapena achinyamata, olemera kapena osauka. Pamene imodzi yatha nthawi, palibe kuchonderera komwe kungathandize, chifukwa aliyense amayenera kupita tsiku limodzi. Zinalibe kanthu kaya ndi lero kapena mawa. Chinthu chokha chofunikira chinali kulondola. Kaya adatenganso choyenera ndikupita nacho komaliza.

Aliyense monga anali samasamala ngati kalikonse kamakhala pambuyo pake. Malingaliro ake anali okhudzana ndi ndalama komanso mphamvu komanso chuma, nthawi zambiri samangonena za zomwe amachita. Amadzinamiza ndikuchita, chipata cha mtima wake chatsekedwa. Zikuwoneka kuti imfa sinali masewera osavuta chifukwa aliyense anali ndi zambiri zoti apereke. Tsiku lomaliza litakwana, adapereka imfa yayikulu. Anali wokonzeka kusiya magalimoto, nyumba, ngakhale kutchuka kwake konse, kuti angokhala pang'ono. Koma imfa sinakhudzidwe ndipo idamutengera kwawo.

Panalibe zambiri zotsalira za aliyense. Mafupa ochepa adayikidwa m'nthaka, ochepa misozi komanso cholowa chambiri. Koma cholowacho chinali chopanda ntchito, sanatenge njira zodzitetezera. Banjali lidakhalako kalekale ndipo ngakhale pamene thupi lake limayamba kuwola, iwo sanabwere. Mungaganize kuti aliyense wapanga. Magalimoto okwera mtengo, azimayi ambiri, zapamwamba zomwe munthu samalota. Koma ndikuganiza chakumapeto, nkhaniyi inali yosiyana kwambiri.

Kupatula apo, aliyense anali ngati munthu aliyense kumapeto. Osati munthu kwambiri, koma wokhoza kubadwa kuti afe. Chifukwa chake zomwe zinali zofunika sizinali zomwe anali nazo, chifukwa anali ndi ndalama zambiri komanso kutchuka. Koma sanapeze zonse zofunika pa ndalama zake zonse. Ndipo kotero aliyense adamwalira, wosasangalala komanso wolemera, osati monga munthu aliyense.

- Julia Gaiswinkler

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