Gery Seidl
If it had not been for Saturday, when dancing was so easy on my soles, the wine tasted so good to me and the beer had refreshed me so wonderfully. If I had not had the feeling to be able to memorize the text of any song, no matter what language, and interpret it exceptionally well.
If all this had not been this Saturday, then I would probably have gotten up on Sunday, had breakfast and then went with my family in the garden to enjoy the first spring sun rays.
Unfortunately. Especially the latter have almost robbed me of eyesight forever. Any bird that sang about the approaching spring has, in my opinion, done it too loudly. The light spring breeze pulled my hair roots and my legs completely refused my standing order. I was miles away from a harmonious interplay of my internal organs, and every sentence I do not speak, and every question I did not have to answer, created a little sense of happiness in my battered body.
I was intoxicated the day before. Fortunately the exception, but I hardly put it away. At the age of 20, I would probably have laughed myself if I were lying on the couch with my eyes hidden in the darkened room. At that point, I thought to myself, "Dying would be quite a variation."
Why was there no corrective on the day before that you painted a coherent picture of the following hours, persuaded your mind and forced your lips to order water, when you know that you will bitterly regret it the next day?
Because it's a rush. The rush of intoxication that inspires you. Who makes you invincible. Who lets you speak all languages. Who manages to hug men heartily. The friendships for eternity promises. He turns the drained bar into a ballroom. Who shakes the idea of saving the world from the sleeve. He turned the small, bumbling, long-haired, bandy-legged waitress into a model. That makes you laugh before you cry.
A state of emergency that lets you know what else is in you, even if you do not know it the day after. It does not always have to be alcohol. You can smoke it too. Luckily, I can completely resist both seductions, without even feeling that I have missed something. Especially on the couch I became aware of it.
"Intoxication can be so much. It can be the unbelievable inspiration of a good book as well as a redeeming conversation that creates unimagined powers in you or gives you a sense of relief. To be intoxicated with the right sign can inspire the world, but both are always in us. "
Intoxication can be so much. It can be the unbelievable inspiration of a good book as well as a redeeming conversation that creates unimagined powers in you or gives you a sense of relief. To be intoxicated with the right sign can inspire the world, but both are always in us.
If the rage man gets his rage under control, he will realize that he is doing something positive with the same effort and the spiral is turning upwards.
The Stammtisch has an idea for the good cause and detached from all grudges against the authorities, the state, its representatives, the boss and the rest of the world so overwhelming, like-minded people are on their way to prove that their own fate to take the hand and thereby experience a sense of freedom of whose existence one did not know until now.
"Man has proven in his story so many times what's in him, but I think, for the really large litters it needs a rush."
The movie "Tomorrow" illustrates very well, what comes out of making a virtue of necessity and recognizes that there are suddenly unimagined possibilities. Man has proven in his story so many times what is in him, but I think, for the really big litters it needs a "intoxication".
He needs the tireless archaeologist, who firmly believes in finding another stone for his mosaic. The diver, who firmly believes in raising the treasure, as well as the conductor, who senses what stands between the staves, he wants to elicit the instruments of his musicians. Being intoxicated is a wonderful feeling. There is no need for alcohol or drugs.
It has a little bit of dreaming, with the goal of making something big. Give yourself the moments in which we feel that a wonderful power accompanies us.
Photo / Video: Gary Milano.
