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Njengomdiliya we-75er, ndihlala ndikufumanisa kunzima ukuthetha ngokutya okutsha, njengoko bendinxulumene nolunye u-Erdlingen ubunewunewu esele buthululelwe kwisisele. Kulula ukusichaza gwenxa isivakalisi kuba umntu unokucinga ukuba ndikhulele kwisigodlo esinezipuni zegolide kunye nochwechwa. Hayi, yayingeyiyo loo nto, kodwa ndandivunyelwe ukuba ndive ubuntwana obunqabileyo kwaye ndigcine le ntliziyo iphantsi kakhulu de kube namhlanje. Ezo zinto zinokuthi zindinike usuku ubunzima obunzima, zihlala zizenzela amakhaya okanye ziphinde zixhamle ngolwesibini ngokujonga ngaphaya kwemida yethu. Ke kuya kufuneka uchaze "ubunewunewu" obutsha kunye nobumnandi.
Ubumnandi bokungafikeleleki kubazali bam nakwabahlobo bam, xa sichithe iiyure sisakha eDonauau kwiinkampu zethu, ngekhe kufunyanwe ngumntwana wesizukulwana esilandelayo. Ukutshaya kweLianen yokuqala, ebisoloko ipheliswa sisicaphucaphu, ngokuqinisekileyo kwakungavunyelwa kwaye kungoko kubangela umdla. Ngokukhula kweminyaka ke uhambo lwe-moped longezwa kwaye umhla wokugqibela wexesha le-23 yekhaya ingabonwa ngokungaqhelekanga. Ukuba ubenethamsanqa kwaye ispooer ityhilize imitha ye-100 yokugqibela, inokwenzeka, ukuba ungabaphangi umama ngoku sele elele engatyanga kwaye esiya egumbini angaziwa.
"Ukuba siyayiphatha inkululeko yethu enjalo, iya kuphulukana nexabiso. Njengoko ubunewunewu belahlekelwa lixabiso.
Nokuba yinto entsha ekunokwenzeka ukuba iphantse yafikeleleka kwaye ingakholeleki kwindawo yaseYurophu ngefowuni ekwiAmazon kwiphakheji yokunxiba, ebeka enye kuwe ukuba uyithumele ngokuthe ngqo, kunye nentofontofo ndithetha eyam, andazi. Ndinayo kuphela i sweatshi yam kuba ibingamlingani nomninawa wam kwaye ibintle kakhulu kwivenkile. Kwathengwa izicathulo kwi-skating kwiziko lokutshintshiselana kunye noNkosikazi Amon kunye ne-skis bazisa umntwana ka-Kristu. Oku kubangele imincili kunye nokulindelwa kobusuku beKrisimesi kwaye kwabanika nexabiso. Uloliwe wethu omncinci onemijikelezo emibini kunye nomgca wokunxibelelana ngaphezulu, utata uthengise ngathi iiyure zomsebenzi omncinci kwaye ngokudibana nathi uhlala ehlengahlengiswa kwaye elungiswa.
Ke ngoku ngokuqinisekileyo unokubiza "ixesha" kunye "nenkululeko", ngokuqinisekileyo, ngaphandle kwempilo, njengeyona ntofontofo yokwenene. Yintoni le isisusayo namhlanje? Ngaba yimithombo yeendaba entsha ethi yenza lula ubomi kuthi? Andinguye umva wokubuyela umva, kodwa ndiyabulela ukukwazi ukuzibamba xa ndifuna ukuziphosa kwilizwe elinomsindo kwaye xa ndizinika ixesha lokubuyela. Nokuba umsizi wevenkile kwivenkile yeengubo kwimpahla yesithathu anganakho, apho uye wafumana iiyure ezisibhozo ngemini malunga nesigqi se86 dB, ndisoyika ukuthandabuza. Uphi umhloli wabasebenzi apha?
Masingafiki kwisihloko esisisiseko sezihloko ezininzi ezixoxwayo ngoku. Ndithetha ukuba nesibindi. Ukuvuka uthethe into ocinga ngayo nokwazi umntu onzulu ngawe, okanye ukuthembela ekubeni uthathe iziphumo. Ndiza kuzikhusela njani ngokuchasene neemeko zokusebenza ezingafanelekanga xa ndifuna umsebenzi onjalo nokuluma isonka kuba ikhredithi yendlu ibotshelelwe kuyo. Ayisiye kuphela umntu obolekayo oyaziyo loo nto, kodwa ngumgcini webhanki kunye nomphathi. Ngaba le yinkululeko entsha esathi yasikhulula kubukhoboka bemizi-mveliso? Ukudala ikhaya ngaphandle kwelifa phantse akunakwenzeka kumntu omncinci namhlanje. Ngokuzenzekelayo yeka ukuxhomekeka.
Ukuba siyayiphatha inkululeko yethu ngolu hlobo, iya kuphulukana nexabiso. Kanye njengokuba ubunewunewu belahlekelwa lixabiso xa usenza ukuba ubonakale ukuba kwenzeka njani kwaye kumagxa akhe. Ngaba ngaba ubumnandi obutsha kukuzibandakanya kwezibakala ezisikhohlisa ngemvakalelo yokhuseleko?
Ke wonke umntu kufuneka achaze ubunewunewu bakhe. Ubumnandi endibufunayo kuluntu lwethu kukuba sikhathalelane. Ukuba sishiya abantwana bethu lihlabathi elihle ngakumbi kunokuba sibafumene kwaye sinika ixesha esivumelekileyo ukuba sichithe kunye sinenjongo. Kungenxa yokuba isandla sesibini siyakhaba kwaye singonakali. - Phawula - thambisa - mkhaza.
Photo / Ividiyo: UGary Milano.
