Gery Seidl
Dai raive risiri Mugovera, apo kutamba kwanga kuri nyore pamasokisi angu, waini yakaravira zvakanaka uye doro rakandizorodza zvinoshamisa. Dai ndisina kuve nemanzwiro ekugona kubata nemusoro zvinyorwa zve chero rwiyo, chero mutauro upi, uye kududzira zvakasarudzika.
Dai zvese izvi zvaive zvisiri Mugovera uno, ipapo ndingadai ndakamuka neSvondo, ndingadai ndakagadzira kudya kwemangwanani uye ndingadai ndakaenda nemhuri yangu mubindu kunonakidzwa nemheni yekutanga yezuva.
Zvinosuruvarisa. Kunyanya iwo ekupedzisira ave kutondibira kusaona kwemaziso nekusingaperi. Chero shiri iyo yaiimba nezve iko kusvika kwemvura, mune yangu mafungiro, yakazviita zvakanyanyisa. Mhepo yekuvhuvhuta yemhepo, yakadhonza midzi yangu yebvudzi uye makumbo angu akaramba zvachose kumira kwangu. Ndakanga ndiri mamaira kure kubva pakakonana kwakabatana nhengo dzangu dzemukati, uye mutsara wese wandakanga ndisingatauri, uye nemubvunzo wese wandaisafanira kupindura, wakagadzira mufaro mudiki mumuviri wangu wakakuvadzwa.
Ndakadhakwa zuva rakanga rapfuura. Sezvineiwo kusarudzika, asi ini handina kumbozvirega. Pazera ramakore makumi maviri ndaigona kunge ndakazviseka zvangu dai ndakarara pamubhedha mukamuri yakasviba maziso angu akavharwa maziso. Panguva iyoyo, ndakafunga mumoyo mangu: "Kufa kungave kwakasiyana."
Sei pakanga pasina kugadziriswa pazuva rakapfuura kuti iwe wapenda wakabatana pikicha kwemaawa anotevera, uchigutsidzira pfungwa dzako uye wakamanikidza miromo yako kuraira mvura, iwe paunoziva kuti iwe unozozvidemba kwazvo pazuva rinotevera?
Nekuti imhanyisa. Iko kukurumidza kwekudhakwa kunokusimbisa iwe. Ndiani anoita kuti usakundwe. Ndiani anokuita kuti utaure mitauro yose. Ndiani anokwanisa kuti varume vachimbundirana mumwe kunofambidzana. Ushamwari hwekusingaperi hunovimbisa. Iye anoshandura bara rakadirwa mubhora. Ndiani anodedera pfungwa yekuchengetedza nyika kubva pane sleeve. Ndiani anoshandura chidiki, chidimbu, kugara kwenguva refu chega, murinde wakakoshwa wemakumbo ave muenzaniso. Izvo zvinokuseka iwe usati wachema.
Iyo mamiriro ekukurumidzira ayo anokuzivisa iwe kuti chii chimwe chiri mauri, kunyangwe iwe usingazive icho zuva raitevera. Hazvifanirwe kuve nguva dzose doro. Iwe unogona zvakare kuputa. Neraki, ini ndinogona kuramba zvachose kunyengerera kwese pasina pfungwa diki yekurasa chinhu. Kunyanya pamubhedha ini ndakazviziva.
"Kubatwa-batwa kunogona kuve kwakawanda. Iyo inogona kuve isingadaviriki kukurudziro yebhuku rakanaka pamwe nekudzikunura kutaurirana kunogadzira masimba asina kufungidzirwa mauri kana kukupa pfungwa yekuzorora. "Kudhakwa nechiratidzo chakakodzera chinogona kukurudzira nyika, asi zviri zviviri zvinogara zviri matiri."
Intoxication inogona kuve yakawanda. Iyo inogona kuve isingadaviriki kukurudziro yebhuku rakanaka pamwe nekudzikunura kutaurirana kunogadzira masimba asina kufungidzirwa mauri kana kukupa pfungwa yekuzorora. Kudhakwa nechiratidzo chaicho kunogona kukurudzira nyika, asi zvese zviri matiri zvinogara matiri.
Kana murume wehasha akatsikitsira kutsamwa kwake, anozoona kuti ari kuita chimwe chinhu chakanaka pamwe nekudyara uye kutenderera kuri kutenderera kumusoro.
Iyo Stammtisch ine zano rechakanaka chikonzero uye chakabviswa pane kushungurudzika kwese kunopesana nevane masimba, iyo nyika, vamiririri vayo, mukuru webasa pamwe nenyika yose zvakawandisa, sevanhu vane pfungwa vari munzira kuratidza kuti hunyanzvi hwake kutora ruoko uye nekudaro tinzwe pfungwa yerusununguko rwekuti kuvapo kwei kwaisazivikanwa kusvika zvino.
"Munhu akaratidzira munhau yake nguva zhinji kuti chii chiri maari, asi ini ndinofunga, kumatafura akakura chaizvo zvinoda kumhanyisa."
Iyo firimu "Mangwana" inoratidza chaizvo, izvo zvinobuda kana iwe ukaita hunhu kunze kwekukosha uye unoziva kuti pane kamwe kamwe zvisingafungidzirwe mikana. Munhu akaratidzira munhau yake nguva zhinji izvo zviri maari, asi ini ndinofunga, kune makuru matete ayo anoda "kudhakwa".
Anoda iye asingachairi chekuchera matongo, anotenda zvakatsiga kutsvaga rimwe dombo mosaic yake. Dhivha, anotenda nekusimudzira pfuma, pamwe neiye anoitisa, anonzwa zviri pakati pematanda, anoda kufambisa zviridzwa zvevaimbi vake. Kudhakwa kunoshamisa kunzwa. Iko kudiwa hakuna doro kana zvinodhaka.
Iyo ine chimwe chinhu chidiki chekurota, nechinangwa chekugadzira chimwe chakakura. Zvipe iwe nguva dzatinonzwa kuti dzinoenderana nesu simba rinoshamisa.
Photo / Video: Gary Milano.
