Mira Kolenc
Ndani samamudziwa, kufunitsitsa kwa kusintha, koma ndi tsitsi latsopanoli sikuchitika. Ku Hollywood mumayitanitsa nkhope yatsopano pamenepa - kotero mumakonda kumwa "madzi ambiri" - ndikusewera masewerawa "Ndinali ndani kale" ndi malo ozungulira.
"Ndi zomwezo: Kulengeza kusintha sikovuta, koma kukhazikitsa kusintha kwambiri. Ndipo zonsezi pokhapokha chilengedwe sichikufuna munthu waminthazi. "
Ngakhale zimabweretsa kukhutira komwe ndikufuna, sindikudziwa, ndifunsa mwachangu ngati kamodzi. Kupatula apo, mumangokhala kwa nthawi yochepa kwa munthu wina, chosowa chomwe chimakusautsani osati kukula kwa Hollywood. Kapena kodi mudayeseranso kuyambiranso ku Vienna? Mutha kungosankha ngati simukufuna kuchoka mnyumbayo kapena kudzisintha nokha osazindikira. Zofanana: Kulengeza kusintha sikovuta, koma kukhazikitsa kusintha kwambiri. Ndipo zonsezi pokhapokha chifukwa chilengedwe sizikufuna kusintha kosintha. Bwanji, zonse zinali bwino monga zinaliri. Mu mzinda womwe mudadyetsedwa ndi zikuluzikulu zaufumu kumadyerero aboma mpaka 1998, simungayembekezere zochulukirapo motengera "chidwi chofuna kusintha" mulimonse.
"Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti tidzatha kudzidzidzimutsa tokha nthawi zambiri m'moyo, chifukwa sitikhala omangika kwambiri. Chosapindulitsa ndichakuti mumatha kupeza zinthu zatsopano nthawi zambiri zakale. Ndipo okalamba sangakhale wachangu kwambiri ndi kusintha kwa mtima "modabwitsa".
Mwabwino, tsopano mutha kunena kuti simungathawe nokha, ngakhale ndi nkhope yatsopano. Chifukwa chake kwenikweni sichokhudza kusintha chilengedwe kapena mawonekedwe, koma zamkati mwenimweni. Ndendende, ndi za "malingaliro abwino". Chifukwa chake, ndichifukwa chake alangizi a moyo ndi magwero ena omwe samakhazikika ndi "upangiri wabwino" amatidziwitsa momveka bwino.
Ngati tikungofuna, titha kupanga chikho chilichonse cha khofi woyipa kukhala chosangalatsa chachikulu ndikuwona malo akutuluka chipululu. Mpaka nthawi imeneyo, mkati mwa chimphepo chamkuntho, onetsani mapazi anu chifukwa mumaganizira gombe ndi nyanja ndikuzindikira mochedwa kuti si mchenga pakati pa zala zanu zopanda kanthu. Mapeto ake, mukudziwa kuti kungolingalira kokha sikokwanira ndipo ngakhale "lingaliro lolondola kwambiri" lingayambitse kuwonongeka pambuyo.
Popeza ndidakumbatira posachedwa bambo wina wokhala ndi zonyamula ana, zatsopano, yemwe kwa nthawi yayitali kwambiri moyo wake adakana kukhala ndi ana awo, mpaka izi zidasintha, ubale, inde kuyambira pamenepo, ndikudziwa, bambo ali ndi zodabwitsa zambiri zosayembekezereka , Makamaka pamene china chake chasintha m'moyo wake.
Patsala funso loti tifotokozere, ngati poyamba malingaliro amasintha kenako chilengedwe kapena zokhazo zomwe zasintha malingaliro, koma ndani amasamala?
Chimodzi mwatsatanetsatane ndikutsimikiza, kuti sitingathe kukana wina ndi mzake kusintha kusanachitike. Kapena kunena m'mawu ochokera pagulu lanjenjete yanga: Moyo wasintha. Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti titha kudzidzidzimutsa tokha nthawi zambiri m'moyo, chifukwa sitikhala omangika kwambiri. Wocheperako ndiye kuti mwina mupeza watsopano nthawi zambiri kalelo. Ndipo akale sangakhale okonda kwambiri pakusintha kwa mtima wake "modabwitsa" komanso ngati kukhumudwa ndi izi chifukwa chisonyezo cha neon chikuwonekera. Koma chomwe gehena, a Hudman amayenera kudutsamo ndi "Paris" wopanda mphamvu wa Paris. Nthawi zina kusintha ndi chilichonse.
Photo / Video: Oscar Schmidt.
