ubhontsi wam ubengezela kukukhanya
cofa kwisihloko emva kwesihloko
igama elingundoqo, liprintwe ngqindilili
ukubiza iimpawu, iimpawu zemibuzo, kodwa ungaqiniseki
ukanti isiqinisekiso
iyaphazamisa kwaye iyinyani
serious nalapho

i-intanethi igcwele kubo
ukusuka ekugculeleni, malunga neendaba
ngembandezelo nomsindo
malunga noloyiko kunye nengxabano
iindaba zeemvula
kunye neendonga zomlilo apho
wayekade esaphila
kwaye hayi ithoni yokufa kwithoni

Ndicela uhambe, kwenzeka ntoni?
Ewe, kuphelele apho, akunjalo?
Ngubani owaziyo ukuba yintoni ngoku?
mhlawumbi kuphelele apho
mhlawumbi akukho nto

Kodwa kuthekani ukuba ekupheleni kosuku
xa ukukhanya kucima ngokupheleleyo
kodwa kwakukho intlantsi yenyaniso
yacinywa ngubani?
kwaye ngubani onoxanduva
xa wonke umntu esithi
Ndatsho

xa umntu esithi
akulunganga oku
ke akunamsebenzi
nokuba abaninzi bathi
ndicela uncedo
Ndingenza ntoni ke?

Ndim nje
yedwa phakathi kwabaninzi
kwaye ngamanye amaxesha kuvakala ngathi kuninzi
Kuninzi ekufuneka kwenziwe
ukubona
mamela
ukukholwa

Kwaye kuthekani ukuba akukho nto ilungileyo?
xa kungekho nto yayiyinyani
kodwa luthotho nje lwazo
nkqu ukubopha amatyathanga
yezimvo neenkolelo
kodwa sekunjalo
Yintoni esinokukholelwa kuyo?
eyona nto ichanekileyo

abaninzi bathi
nokuba kubhaliwe
kunqabile kodwa kuthetha
amazwi engqiqo kunye nokuqonda
yenkalipho nokomelela

yintoni intsingiselo ekubo
ukuba ekugqibeleni akukho nto ilungileyo
kodwa yonke into ibonakala ibalulekile
xa umkhukula weendaba
ongaguquguqukiyo, ongathembekanga
njengamaza
iyawa kwiscreen

yintoni ixabiso kwizinto
oko kwenzeka kude
kude nenyani yakho
ukubonakala okungeyonyani, akukho nto kwaphela
kwaye kunjalo eyinyani kwaye apho
ngenxa yokuba ngokwenene
ukudibanisa kunye nekhonkco
kuyo yonke into

ubhontsi wam uhlala uphulula
malunga neglasi kunye nokukhanya
ide iphume
kunye naye kakhulu ngakumbi
zonke izimvo ezithetha
zichanekile kwaye zibalulekile
kwaye zihlala zibalulekile

kodwa kuphela ukuba ezinye ziyasebenza
ngubani ovuya kakhulu ukukhanyela ukuba semthethweni kwawo
obo bubuxoki nobuxoki
warhaxwa kwaye inyani yagoba

Kodwa mhlawumbi ayibobuxoki
Mhlawumbi iya kuba njengokuba injalo ngoku
kwisihloko emva kwesihloko
igama elingundoqo, liprintwe ngqindilili
ukubiza iimpawu, iimpawu zemibuzo, kodwa ungaqiniseki
ukanti isiqinisekiso
iyaphazamisa kwaye iyinyani
serious nalapho

Ndicela uhambe, utsho ezindala
Nceda uhambe, abafana baphelelwe lithemba

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Ibhalwe ngu UJulia Gaiswinkler

Ndingazazisa?
Ndazalwa ngo-2001 kwaye ndivela eAusseerland. Kodwa eyona nto ibaluleke kakhulu yile: ndinguye. Kwaye kulungile. Kumabali am kunye nokubalisa kwam, iingcinga kunye neentlantsi zenyaniso, ndizama ukubamba ubomi kunye nomlingo wabo. Ndafika njani apho? Ewe, besele ndisemathangeni katat'omkhulu, ndichwetheza oomatshini bakhe bokuchwetheza kunye, ndiqaphele ukuba intliziyo yam iyabetha ngenxa yoko. Ukubanakho ukuhlala ukusuka ekubhaleni liphupha lam. Ngubani owaziyo, mhlawumbi oku kuya kwenzeka ...

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